6/5/14  Where does the time go?

Last post was April 14th.  Time seems to slip away so quickly....seems like I just posted.

1) Heart: in.  Somewhere around 22,000,000 beats all in sync.  This one still amazes me as I spent 4 years in Afib (recall it was about 2 in paroxysmal and 2 in persistent).  I was pretty much preparing to have my heart out the rest of my life, but I'm almost to the point where I don't think about it much anymore.  And frankly, that's pretty nice.  I may not even need to report on this any more.
2) Weight: I don't know exactly.  I got below 270 for the first time in 4 years (which, by the way is only 20lbs over my baseball days), and I haven't weight myself in a month.  My guess is around 265 since I've been averaging a pound a week of loss, but I'll report back as soon as I get the guts to weight myself again.  I don't like being disappointed with this....kind of wrecks my day.  So I usually weigh myself on a weekend or something.  The cool thing about the weight is I don't really think about it much anymore.  I figure the way I'm eating the weight loss is just a function of the health and body realignment.  Weight loss is just a byproduct, and I feel like I'll just land where I'm supposed to land.  Kind of hoping it is in the 230 range, but we'll see.  It's only 20-30 more lbs to go.  Maybe by Christmas I'll be at my ideal weight.
3) Legs and bladder.....still no change, although it is really hot here in Vegas now and us MS folks are really beat up by the heat, but for some reason I am detecting some trigger strength I haven't seen lately.  Not sure if its a trend or something passing as has been the case with many things leg.  More on this in a bit.
4) Exercise....I'm back in the pool!  I used to swim with the Las Vegas Masters but when I was in afib I was getting scared to swim.  Felt like the aerobic nature of swimming was stressing out my cardiovascular system too much so I downgraded to an exercise bike and the quad.  I told myself when I got back to 270 I'd hit the pool again.  Been back in there since the end of April and it feels great.  Swimming is a pretty boring sport for me, but it is a lot more lively with a team all pushing each other and a coach yelling at us from the deck.

So the leg thing is a little strange.  I've reported many times in the past I felt this stability or that coming around, but it really has been up and down.  I know that not getting worse is a plus, but as anyone who knows me knows, that isn't the goal.  The goal is to be done with this.  And the latest sensation I've been getting with my legs might possibly be an indicator that I'm improving in this area.  Trigger strength is word I use to describe the initial reaction when a muscle is fired from the nerve.  For example, hold the arm out straight and have someone pull down on the hand.  The initial strength is what the neurologists measure, so for lack of a better word and not being trained medically, I call it trigger strength.  There are various loads that get placed on the legs when walking, squatting, going around a corner, etc.  For most people they don't even think about them, but with my legs I have to be very cognizant of them because when I have weak trigger strength in some of these things, I can go down like a sack of potatoes falling off a truck.  Lately I've noticed, for about a week straight, that I have some extra trigger strength in my right leg as I walk around a corner.  Just writing about it to document and see if it's a trend.  Hope so....

What else?  Headaches, gone.  Superficial Temporal Vein presence/pain, gone.  Medications, none.  All I do now is eat mountains of veggies.  See the pic below.  That was dinner at sweet tomatoes last night.  Bit of a horse feeding trough........

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